This relationship is so far broken, I fell like there’s no saving it. The shit we’ve been through, the shit you put me through, I look back wondering why I did it. You were mean to me so much, how does anybody love someone like that?

“I do get it though. You’re held back and don’t know what to do so you think sticking it out and hoping it gets better is better then the alternative, which is to move on but you can’t because you’re so afraid it won’t be the same as it was when it was good with him. And by doing that, you won’t get any attention from him, good or bad. You’re scared to have him out of your life. You’re scared of what he might think. I don’t want you feeling that way.. jump girl.”

Seriously, you got me.. to a T. And the ending, really made me think. I think everything would be 10 times easier if I just moved away. I really, really would not even think twice if someone offered me a way out of this town. This state. This country. I’m not afraid to pickup my stuff and leave. There’s nothing here for me anymore.






Can’t stop listening to: Not To Touch The Earth - The Doors.